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01 January 2010 @ 01:42 pm
Happy 2010  
Happy New Year everyone! I hope everyone had a good holiday season with family and friends. I definitely did. This was the first time I'm back home for good to celebrate the holiday season.

I hope 2010 brings a lot more than 2009 did. :)

Lots of things have been going on in the past couple of weeks. I've been working at another location for about a month because our company needs to process open enrollment benefits forms for state workers (since I work for a medical insurance company). Also, a couple of things have happened which are making me realize a few things about myself as well as who my real friends are.

I'm also reconsidering the whole grad school idea. I never wanted to be in the position that I'm in right now: coming home for a "break" and then realizing that I'm not ready for graduate school. But the truth is, I really don't know if I'm ready. As I started writing my personal statement for one school, I had a difficult time coming up with the answer to the question "WHY do you want to receive a masters degree in Communication?". Do I really know why I want to go? Do I even have enough money to go? I really enjoy my job and all the people that are in my life right now and I don't know if I'm ready to pack my bags and be on my own AGAIN. I know that I eventually want to get away from this rock again, but I want to do it when I know the time is right and the reasons are clearer.

I really hope I don't regret this...
 
 
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ext_218085 on January 5th, 2010 02:41 am (UTC)
I'm proud of you for figuring this out on your own! i hope i am one of the "real friends" that you talk about hehe
MELANIE: heartshellomelanie on January 10th, 2010 02:53 am (UTC)
Of course you are!! :)
(Anonymous) on February 1st, 2010 05:54 am (UTC)
you can do it just believe in your self don't let doubts get to you. You are smart or you would not be where you are today. I say go for it because you will not be able to work your ass off for something as great as a good education again.